030409, i'm feeling like shit and i mean it.

seriously, i'm feeling ultimately down. don't be so superstitious, please. and we didn't even do anything to it and it just broke when we were practising. i'm stating the truth. at least we had the courage to stay and we felt that we were responsible for this as we were in the room. it's just very disturbing when you're being misunderstood and blamed for no reason. i just hate it. but nvm, at least i knew we did the right thing to stay and tell the teacher what exactly happened. i have no idea how am i gonna face everything. i know you guys worked really really hard and at least all of you had tried your best. cheer up! let's all jiayou for the next syf. i'm gonna put in hardwork and i mean it.

hell man, why can't people just be more sensible and know the truth. and god, i cried damn alot today. wasted so much so much water. and i looked like an idiot crying at the bus stop. gosh. how i wish i could just vanish. like seriously. ):