Read through my archives, realized how much I've changed... I really gotta learn how to pick myself up, times have changed, everything's different now. I kinda miss the old me...

& 1 year passed so freaking quikly, I still can't believe 2010 is gna end in 10 days time...

I'm gna abandon this blog so don't bother visiting this place anymore. Shall let the past vanish bit by bit, though it hurts alot sometimes.

Goodbye, good things WILL happen, I just have to believe :)

I NEED A JOB DESPERATELY!!!!!!!!!!

Money money come to me :( I don't want to ask $$ from my parents anymore...

HERE :)

Hello :)

So, I slept for like 15 hours staightttt. I'm a happy kid :D

Friday was so horrible for me :( But yeah, actually I thank myself for not handing in the damn graph paper. Got to really reflect on myself and life. There will be setbacks and it's just how I perceive them. It's not like if I fail a test I will die or something -_-

Oh and I haven't been working a lot. Damn you computer >:/

Tomorrow will be a good day~~

My parents read my compo and scolded me like fk.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANG!!!

YOU'RE SRSLY DAMN BLOODY EPIC. LOVE YOU (L)

O_O

(Y)

It's just like a cycle. Everyday this happens and then that happens. Bloody hell man why can't life just get better? I really hate this.

Hahaha my blog is dying -________________-

Can't believe half of 2010 just passed like that... I guess I didn't really make full use of the first half, hope the next half will be amazing :) I've done alot of stupid things this year and I shall not be as dumb from now on (k I don't think I will succeed)

There were unpleasant happenings, lots of tears shed but I still thank 2010 for teaching me many valuable lessons.

I shall start to believe in myself.

And dear_____, we love you :)

Dear_____,

I hope you're reading this. We love you alot alot alot alot and no matter what happens, we'll be here for you :) Dial any of the numbers for some love!!

Love youuuuuuuuuuuu!

Happy Belated Birthday Ms Tan :)

lurb chuzxc

You know, I can just fking go drown myself now

Fuckers where's your conscience huh? I really hope you get killed someday _l_

School sucks la !$(%*@#$(%

WHERE TO BUY PLATINUM WIRES!!!!!

Youth Day celeb was damn good!! Had fun :)

Love Iver (Y)

Tired -_-

I hate _______________. Hate you hate you hate you >:(

School sucksssssss

I'm gna say this everyday

I HATE SCHOOL

School was actually kind of alright today.

But I still hate school.

:(

I HATE SCHOOL :(

BACK! :)

It was a meaningful experience. I think music is about bringing joy to others, doing what you love the most. Those kind of music can really melt one's heart.

Anyway, I'm so tired :( Gna turn in soon man. Oh and I haven't finished my homework.

Blahblahblah bye.

So damn bloody nervous. Rly hope everything turns out well... All the hard work will pay off :)

P.S: Belle's house was amazing (Y)

Guess I'm expecting too much.

Today was SP + horror movie marathon @ Xuewen's :) Screamed like mad cows hahaha. Don't think I will be able to sleep tonight so I shall go watch cartoons or something x_x

I need to finish my homework by Friday.

Urghh why am I so lazyyyyy

Library @ Esplanade (L)

1) Lovely day with Jes & Spoon :)

2) World Cup is cooool!! Though I know nothing about soccer -.-

3) Read doudou & MOV.

(Laugh for the sake of laughing)

Hello people I couldn't sleep so I went to watch FIFA wah damn exciting Germany Vs Australia woo Germany super zai 2 goals already lalala ok I go back watch liao bye -.-

Today was tiring but fun (Y) Hope tmr's gna be better :)

Blogging is meaningless -.-

*20/9/2009 11:01:20 PM STEPHO! #7 belle vball'c'div (: 请问来临的星期二你能够留下来补考吗？ _老师

20/9/2009 11:01:29 PM #7 belle vball'c'div (: STEPHO! LAOSAI HAHAHAHAS

20/9/2009 11:01:32 PM STEPHO! #7 belle vball'c'div (: _老师：来临的星期二，我需要去lao sai,所以抱歉，我没空去补考。而且，来临的星期三，四和五，我都必须去lao sai，所以我看，应该是不能来补考了。对不起！ 还有，这几天，我都会逃课，所以您不用来找我了。谢谢 很谢谢您关心我的统一测验，可是，狗屁，我不管它了。 嘉敏

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA OMG I NEED TO STOP LAUGHING

I LOVE THE WHOLE WORLD :)

Spammed heart shapes like crazy these few days. Everything seems to be alright now.

I love the mountains
I love the clear blue skies
I love big bridges
I love when great whites fly
I love the whole world
And all its sights and sounds
Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada
I love the ocean
I love real dirty things
I love to go fast
I love egyptian kings
I love the whole world
and all its craziness
Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada
I love tornadoes
I love Arachnids
I love hot magma
I love the giant squids
I love the whole world
Its such a brilliant place
Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada

HAHAHAHAHAHA OK I'M CRAZY BUT IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER. LOVE THE WORLD <3

P.S: Shanice Pee faster come back leh!! Then we go eat gooood food k!! :D

Love this piece

what why who where when how

Hihihi :)

Ytd was the last day of the term. I think I grew up so much, so did the rest. Guess it's time to do some reflection.

Junes hols are here. Hahaha I've so much to do!

P.S: Capriccio has been ringing in my head since noon. Dance of the Reed Flutes is going to kill me tmr :O

I thank level camp for...

• Giving me the opportunity to bond with SS!! (Y)
• Making me realize there are people out there who are so selfless and willing to do anything for those they care
• Teaching me that I should really treasure everything I have and be contented
• Waking me up

-

I really hate selfish people.

I miss level camp!! :(

Sometimes I feel that nobody actually understands me. Maybe I'm just too weird.

OMG I LOVE SUPER SENIOR!!!!!!

Thank you all for making level camp so much better for me. We all rock like hell la yeah!!!!!!

Camp was not that bad. I love my group hehehehehehe. They are really awesome people & we were so bloody high throughout the 4 days!! SS FOR THE WIN~~

Gna pig naooo. Goodbye world :)

OMG THIS IS SO DAMN NICE

Wah my life so boring #_#

I need a mind reader and a time machine.

Hi, this is for you.

"If it hurts too much to look back, but you're too scared to look ahead, just look beside you and I'll be there."

Hi I don't feel like blogging anymore.

Bye.

Belle's awesome Chinese

" 我没有生活。

今天，风和日丽。太阳一大清早在我头上玩，像个顽皮的火球似的。 LOL　什么鬼！

嘉敏，奕君和我到了bugis去想IVP的事。可是，因为旭鹏，那个屁股洞，迟起床，我们先去吃yoghurt，donut， 和不懂叫做什么的食物。然后，那个屁股洞终于出现了。所以我们去iluma，希望能够有一点inspiration， 但是走了一下子，醒觉了，我们很fail。 所以我们到了NLB的study lounge 去做IVP。

我要死了。我很讨厌华文。OK 好继续吧。

到了NLB，我们坐在地上，因为桌子都霸占了。好的，然后我们想了又想，吃了三文治，想了又想，然后终于got an idea。 然后聪明的嘉敏把她的水壶里的水倒在地上。 把我吓坏了。 LOL。

然后我们决定去KLP见陈思和欣瑜。到了KLP，添围来了，我们就从ｃｏｆｆｅｅ　ｂｅａｎ到ｓｔａｒｂｕｃｋｓ读书。很好玩ｗｏｒｘ！！　气死蛋糕很好吃！！（cheesecake）

好的，我真的很讨厌华文，你要欣赏我那么用心。谢谢。

然后我们在那边讲鬼故事，把我吓死，心里碰碰地跳，皮肤一滴滴的汗都流出来。 LOL WTF。 真的很恐怖。陈思你睡觉时要小心。

我刚刚发现我还没有做作文。他妈的！！！！！！

OK，然后讲了不懂多少个小时后，欣瑜，陈思，旭鹏，嘉敏和我到了payalebar 的singpost的astons去吃晚餐。吃得很开心，很美味。我的华文真的很烂。

然后八点多九点就会家了。

今天不错wor，很好玩：D

好的，我快要死了，拜拜。如果你真的把我的ｐｏｓｔ读到完，我算你厉害　（：

you should love me for this. "

The translated version

" I have no life.

Today, sunny. Early in the morning sun playing in my head, like a naughty like a fireball. LOL What the hell!

Jia Min, Yi Jun and I went to bugis to think about IVP thing. However, as Xu Peng, the butt hole, wake up late, let's eat yoghurt, donut, and do not know what is called food. Then, the bottom-hole has finally emerged. So we went to iluma, hope to have a little inspiration, however, go at once, wake up, we are fail. So we went to the NLB's study lounge to do IVP.

I was going to die. I hate Chinese. OK well keep going.

To the NLB, we sat on the floor, as tables are occupied. Well, then we thought and thought and ate sandwiches, thought and thought and then finally got an idea. Jia Min and then wise in her kettle of water fell to the ground. I was terrified. LOL.

Then we decide to KLP see Chen Si Yan Yu. To KLP, Tim came around, we study from the coffee bean to starbucks. Fun worx! ! Mad delicious cake! ! (Cheesecake)

Yes, I really hate the Chinese language, you have to admire me so carefully. Thank you.

Then we over there telling them ghoststories to me scared to death, heart bumper to jump, the skin drops of sweat started to flow out. LOL WTF. Really terrible. Chen Si to be careful when you sleep.

I just found out that I have not done writing. Damn! ! ! ! ! !

OK, then say the do not know how many hours later, Yan Yu, Chen Si, Peng Xu, Jia Min and I were payalebar the singpost of astons dinner. Eat very happy, very tasty. My chinese really sucks.

And eight more will be home nine.

Today good wor, very fun: D

Yes, I was dying, and worship. If you really read my post finished, I let you have severe (:

you should love me for this. "

HAHAHAHAHA I CAN JUST LIKE DIE NOWWW

你好，我今天终于有了一些生活 ：）

早上，我和玮琪和欣瑜一起去 Macs 读书。读了一半被人家赶出去 :C 后来我们去 KLP 吃板面 ：）都是玮琪的错，让我一直吃一直吃 >:C 不过我们吃得很开心 ：D 来到了Coffee Bean 后，我开始写我的作文。玮琪和欣瑜做了一些很神经的事，让我笑到肚子痛。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。后面三个字是玮琪写的，她疯了！！！

“你好！我的名字是疯婆子！”

Yeah ok blah blah blah then crazy girl left. Belle, Yj, Steph & Ben came shortly after. We shifted to Starbucks cos it was bloody hot there. Got our fruit juice and cheesecake!!! :) We started talking about ghost stories and freaked ourselves out -.- After 19743543587 hours we finally left and headed for Astons @ Paya Lebar. Blah blah blah I'm too lazy to type but yeah today was really good :)

I can't believe there's school tomorrow. I'm already in the holiday mood. Damn it.

Damn it la I hate geog >:C

Thanks for telling me that I'm a bitch, I really am.

Hello, worst day of the year.

2010 hasn't been good anyway.

P.S: I love my section

我到底在做什么？

HI BITCH YOU'RE 14 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (Your fav colour pink w0rxxx)

Yeah I know I gotta do sth to you on Monday & you know it too! Well, I'm excited for it, aren't you? :D

HI I'M VELLY HAPPY TODAYYYY~

Went River Life w Shanice & Belle. Boob thanks for inviting us over, the talk was rly cool :) Dinner was @ BBQ Chicken, damn filling I wna vomit @_@ Love you boobs like crazy!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WHORE!!!!!!

(Clarissa's the whore by the way)

I love life :)

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi :)

Was sick last week, as a result many horrible days were spent at home. Now that I'm finally recovering, homework starts to pile up. Die die die. x_x

Today was kinda productive. Managed to finish up RAFT but the format still isn't there. Gotta get help man. Afternoon was spent with the LA group. Joan and Evan are damn hardcore. Really.

It's time to catch up and have a different attitude towards things. I'm so gna do it.

Oh yeah, I lost my embouchure again ):

Image from I Can Read

Ni hao ni hao, time to revive my blog. Ok first thing's first,

RHYTHM 24!!!!

It was so damn awesome, probably one of the best days of 2010. LOVE RHYTHM LOVE BAND LOVE TRUMPETS!!! Thank you to all those who came down to show some love :D It feels empty w/o band now ):

Then Sun afternoon was Paintball session w IVER!! :)

We had so much fun man, love you people ttm~ I've only got 9 months left w all of you...):

School has been disgusting. Lots of things happening and I don't know how to react. Grades are dropping as well, wtf is this srsly. & some people just annoy you to the core, fk off please thank you very much.

I need to mugggg. No more procrastination, please?

OH MY GOD. Rhythm 24 is tmr! GOOD LUCK PEOPLE!

My embouchure hurts like crap SHIT. 2 huge ulcers not healed how am I gna play URGH STUPID MOUTH.

Can you believe this, I'm actually quite excited for tmr, \O/

Whatever, my blog is dying.

Shall talk about today (Yes I know I've no life)

• Half day, shiok ttm
• Morning was damn horrible, everything pissed me off
• Iluma w C, C, B, X, Y, S & E, lunch @ HK cafe 
• Truth or Dare which was damn fail -.-
• Caught Being Human, stupid show. "Hey, you want some hot-hot?"
• Dinner w Yijun to celebrate her 15th
• Back to Bugis again, ice-cream & Jubeat <3
• I'm tired ):

I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time I need time & I'm wasting time.

Btw, HAPPY 15TH NG YIJUN!!!!!!! I've known you for more than 5 years already, really glad to have you as a friend and.... Aiya just read my card la hor. Let's have a more decent dinner tgt when we're richer... Remember, we need to save!!! Thanks for all the awesome & not so awesome times, tolerating my nonsense and retardedness. You never fail to make me laugh, cos you're just so hilarious and everything you do is like LMAO. Really love you alot hahaha omg I sound so gay. Please read this :) 

Just a random thought, sometimes I rly think people are wearing masks...): 

Lei hou ah, I'm back. 

This week was horrible to the power of 1000000000000000000000000, with so much nonsense going on felt like I could just die anytime. Gna flunk all my tests too. I officially hate History, it's driving me nuts. Band's another headache. I. Just. Can't. Blow. Wtf's wrong with me omg -.-

I need to be positive.   

Anyw, I love Clarabelle Tan Xinyi :) Idiot, don't be so paranoid la, follow your heart :) & you're not a loser, so shut up >:/

Oh yeah, Happy 300th Post :) 

SCREWED 

Hello humans.

I'm so stressed out now urghhh ): Crappy life, but thanks to those kind souls who made me smile :) Sometimes things just don't go the way you want them to, it kinda sucks. I wish I could like vanish or something. 

Bye. 

Happy Birday Pee Wei Qi :) 

Ok so, ytd was FRIENDSHIP DAY :) Really appreciate all the little gifts~

Had band then met up w Spoon & Jes for dinner. We talked about so much random stuff and got ourselves laughing real hard. I miss old times ):

Today was shopping w Shanice that bitch. She's full of crap man. Oh I bought 2 books can you believe it!! Bitch I'm gna take a picture of your ass and post it here someday k, love you bitch :) 

Tmr's CNY & Vday, totally not in the right mood. Yijun and I wna do something insane :/ 

:) 

 
Celebrated Mana's 14th today!!!! :) Anna & Spoon couldn't make it walao the two of you should seriously go and 掉面线 (Dear Li Mu Zi Laoshi I got pay attention in your class!!!) 

Carl's Junior, Berrylite & Scoopz, awesome shitz. Love you guys ttm, let's celebrate Valentines w the other two bimbos soon k!! 

(L) 

Awesome day, shall blog later (Y)

Say Hi to Ms Cai :) Crazy woman I'm not mad ok you're the mad one :) & thanks for teaching me Math :>

HAPPY 14TH MARAIANAAAAA :D 

Hi boob! Hope you're doing well in CC High & Basketball :) 2nd Feb can't waitttt!!!! So much to catch up w you & the rest, love you <3 (So gay sia) 

Happy Indian Valentine's :)  Ily, ass :)

HEADACHES. 

I'll fail my theory exam for sure ): 

Image from Quote Book 

School was kind of fine today but I almost dozed off during lessons ):

Note to self: Stop dreaming 

Image from Poignant

I realized it's really time for me to wake up. Dumbass, stop being a fool. 

WAKE UP 

It's gna be 2 soon. Pray that I'll not be a zombie tmr... Wtf's wrong w me?

/edit:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YITING!

My text was so sweet right aww I bet you cried hehehehehe love you spoon :) 

Astons, then Parkway w Mariana today :) That dumbass kept telling me to eat faster but whatever I took my own sweet time (Y) Anyw woman let's go out again hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe. Ok I'll stop being so retarded :O 

Goodnight beans! I'm confused, again. 

HAPPY 2010!!!! (Sorry I know I'm v lag -.-)

I'm back from KL :) The trip was so damn awesome. Had a really wonderful time there. Food, midnight performances, sleeping past 12 everyday, not so crazy shopping, fantastic people...It just boomz C: 

Anyw, school was horrible today. Was glad to see classmates there, but I had a terrible headache ): Oh well, I hope I can go for the X'plore tmr :) Wish 2010's gna be better, good luck to all humans out there :D